Fine, Then!

you recently experienced my first mood-swingy, stubborn, unhappy blog of the school year. bethany has convinced me to keep this blog, and it didn't take much convincing. i admit that i do like to make random posts every now and again, but i probably chose the wrong blogging site and now i'm found immediately on google, which isn't fun. but that's my fault, and i suppose i can change my name on here whenever, but i'm not going to.

so, as you know, school has started back up again. my schedule is simple enough:
1: chorus (basement)/band (middle floor)
2: english 10 (middle floor)
3: spanish (top floor)
4: biology (top floor)
5: study hall (auditorium)/ weight training (bottom floor)
6: u.s. history (middle floor)
7: geometry (middle floor)

i have two lunch shifts, which is weird. especially "B" lunch. i go to study hall for twenty-some minutes, leave for lunch, and return to study hall. it's kind of stupid, if you ask me. besides, i don't have too many close friends in "B" lunch. you all know i only have three best friends, and i'm only truly comfortable with a few other people. unfortunately, i'm not very comfortable in that lunch shift. i have a lot of friendly acquaintances in there, but... urgh. oh, well. i have "C" lunch, too, and bethany and (SECRET FRIEND) are in there with me.
damn, i like having (SECRET FRIEND). she's like a friend from the shadows. nobody knooows... except there are only two people reading this blog and she's one of them. so everybody does know.

i'm already falling into guy troubles, i guess... not really troubles so much as annoyances. one guy is so totally into me that i'm very uncomfortable around him. i don't let it show, 'cause i know that these things happen, but yeah, i'm not as comfortable around him as i used to be.
i chill with a group of guys after school, but they're just a bunch of geeks that vary in shapes, sizes, and colors. i like hanging out with them, even that one who has a serious thing for me. he'll get over it, i'm sure. i'll give him some time.

i finished reading Breaking Dawn. it was really good, but i didn't like the ending. i'm sure most people did, but it just irritated me. anyway, you should read the series. even though i'm sure you and your dog have already read it.

i think i would like to change the tip of my "serious shoe." i draw on my green converse high-tops, y'know, and my left shoe is the more serious shoe while the right shoe is covered in signatures, shel silverstein poems, my comic characters, and overall silliness. they're my kind of shoes.