evan's picking me up at five fifty tomorrow morning so that we can head on over to the high school, where we will collect our band uniforms and pack 'em up. we'll choose seats on bus #1 - did you know that charter buses had bathrooms? i didn't know such a thing existed! - and we will prepare for the twenty-four hour ride.
i feel like maybe i should have called everyone in my family and said good-bye. i mean, what if something happens while i'm gone? what if i get kidnapped and they never see me again? what if someone is diagnosed with cancer and somehow manage to die from it in less than a week? what if one of my brothers has some sort of accident: jace (4) climbs up on something that he shouldn't climb up on, he falls and breaks his neck, or teague (1) follows jace up onto some ledge and loses balance, falls, and dies, or maybe eric (19) suddenly decides to get into hardcore drugs and has an overdose? what if grandpa has another stroke? oh, god, what if sebas decides to do something awful to me when i'm not here, and ends up doing it to my family instead? what if he comes over here with a plan to stab me up, but my mom greets him at the door and gets a nice knife in the neck?
OH, GOD!
well, i should probably try to get some sleep... i wake up in about five hours.
g'bye, all!
i hope this isn't the last time i write to you. D:
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